Depressed over not going to school..... Please help?

I never missed a day in three years of high school. I got suspended for something SO stupid and I can't fathom not being in school for five days. I'm feeling very anxious, crying allll the time, and getting no homework done even though my suspension won't start until two weeks later. It'll be ten times better if I didn't have to serve them all in one week or after my AP exams..... The next three days will be hell with homework now and I'm missing my paid for ACT cles abd my clubs omggg. I can't stop crying.